或る日本人が持つ中国への怒り

学生連盟(Studen Union)を通じてスウェーデンのジャーナリストから
「最近の日中関係についてコメントしたい、中国人と日本人の学生を探している」
というメールが来たので、
言いたい事を散々言って、送り返しておいた。

今日の夜のニュースに使うらしい。
まずこれは採用されないだろうけど


Hello,
I'm studying at Stockholm University, exchange student from Tokyo, Japan. I’ve gotten your number and the information from Nicola Pryke International Student Co-ordinator Student Union at Stockholm University.
I am the one who is Japanese and have great concern about the relationship between Japan and China these days. Maybe as you know, there are large anti-Japan movements going on now in China and some Japanese people have been injured. I is easily understood that the international relationship between them is going to be cold rapidly.
Now I have a great depression on China and even great enmity to Chinese people has been emanated in my mind. Not only Chinese but also some Japanese as me are fairly raged. Although Imperial Japan had been done brutal deeds and lots atrocities in China, it is still vague how many people were killed in the rape of Nanjing and what was really happened during Japan-China War. However the truth Chinese government provides largely depends on "still unstated evidence". The reason why they are acting out anti-Japan demonstration is that, in their opinion, Japan has been treated historical problems ill-manneredly for these 60 years. Actually we once killed Chinese people before. But how many times should we apologize? How much money should we pay for more? Do you know that annually Japan has been paid about 10 billion $ to China as ODA. Official Development Assistance is an activity for aiding developing country, not for sustaining the prosperity of Chinese economy.
From my point of view, the education Chinese people usually receive is manipulated by some bureaucrats as they like. As we can learn from Tiananmen Square Protest, China is a country whose political system is now on the devastation and dilemma between communism and democracy and tries to advert people’s eyes to something outside. Then Japan, whose deed during the war is still controversial, has been utilized by China as a way to enhance patriot love of China’s people and shield for communist party of China.
This is not my prejudice, but there are lots of objective opinions about the manipulated information of Chinese government like the protest of French journalists.
I am patriot. I love my country, Japan. Yesterday I saw a picture that the national flag of Japan was fired. Then I embraced the feeling of pity and sorrow with shedding tears. As I said, I am angry. I cannot put up with the demonstration of China which excites and worsens my enmity. Above all, Chinese government has no ward to say sorry for the anti-Japan demonstration. As they said that the demonstration going on in China and injuring my country and the people is Japanese fault. It is enough to apologize, pay money. Their demonstration irrationally bears sorrow and angriness of Japan’s people. I am the one who does not want to have relationship with China anymore.